Sunday, December 28, 2008

benda kcik ja....



last night i was headed and i slept early but then i woke up on that night...then still headed and i can't sleep anymore....stay l8 at night and after subuh then only i slept....as usual if can't sleep yea on9 tu ja keja....tau la kan if on that time i just slept just imagine how sleepy i was.. actually that was normal thing 4 me...hmm but awal pgi ni dah jadi bnda x best plus dgn kpala yg sakit...actually it just simple little thing but it was kinda hurt..pgi tdi my sis nak peergi kerja..yeah now she bru start kerja...OK that fine..but then she woke up late and woke me up and asked me to iron her blouse and her bla bla....yeah as what i said i was really sleepy i just mamai on that time..haha u guess what???i kept on sleep and yeah i know dia mmg bengang...but how come she doesn't know me well... i was really headed.. lgsung x sedar tertido blik then she bla bla bebel and said this and that and till i woke up..yeah lah terjaga wonder who lah dok bising bising.....she thought that i just slept and just simply don't wanna help her...F.Y.I i was truly tak sgaja and I'm REALLY SORRY....but the think that made me hurt was U just simply said that i'm saja ja nak wat u cam tuh....seriously lah i really x sedar that i was slept back after u woke me up...FINE if u just wanna thought that yeah mmg ak neh jahat kan...x ska tolong...n mmg saja.i'm bad and u're an angel ...fine just thought as what u want..k..but tolonglah dah besq x kan x leh pikir kot org dah sorry still nak babel pastu marah2...i know lah u're my sis and hv to respect you but i had told u yg i was mmg x sgaja bukan saja wat2 but did not listen to me and it kinda hurt...i'm like you jgak...ada prasaan...just imagine if u were in my place n sure akan jdi bnda yg sama right....

Saturday, December 27, 2008

holiday...
hmm..when i was extremely busy i was waiting for the holiday......
when it was holiday i felt damn bored..apa nak nuat neh...hmmm yeah lama x update blog neh kan..hmmm honestly mmg really don't know what to type.. nothing interesting actually...and no exciting moment la....hmmm bosan everyday i did the same thing and feel so huh...hmm *sigh* just 1 week left...omg huh that is kinda short time 4 me....hmm i'll start my new sem next year and now just a few days b4 2009...waiting to a new year..a year that i should put all my concentrate in study...when i think about a new sem surely I've to think about what I'm going to achieve 4 my past sem result...ouchh..it's really makes me fright...really don't want to repeat on any paper that i sat..ohoooo....next year I'm going on 20..no teen anymore dah tua...izzzit?? hmm I'm going older and older...more mature?? really??huh it's like running to fast....moving forward..haha but i won't know what will going to happen next...even in the next minute...next day...next month....next year....next 10 years..wowwww.....still alive??no one will know what will happen right..??
hope there is a bright future FULL OF HAPPINESS for me,,and so to my friends...INSYAALLAH....

Friday, December 12, 2008

DUNIA MEREKA...their world...world of MEREKA

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Lately, so much blogs that i had read.... wooo they wrote everything...i was enjoy reading until i feel like aku di dunia mereka.oh..banyaknya idea diorang neh...Dulu ada one of my BESTFRIEND asked me to creat a blog but then i FELT so lazy la nak wat suma neh bcoz the truly u guys should know is.. that I'm not not good in writing..no idea what to write yeah that was years ago... should i tell everyone what happened in my life in this blog...oohhooo do people interested to read and do they care??? If they do.. wow!!that is pretty good and I'm so glad....mesti kalau 3 thun dulu aku create blog sure here will be too much post kan...and now when i read other blog mcm terbuka plak pintu hati..huhu nak wat blog haha...cam poyos la plak aku neh...oh friend at last aku wat jgak satu...biar lah aku nak mrepek mrepek kat sini...and biarlah apa orang nak kata and i think i really don't mind...

....woohoo..warna warni..


Tuesday, December 9, 2008

feeling so down


when i feel so DOWN


have u ever feel so down..
..feel that everyone are so far from you.....
- I just keep my mouth shut....like I'm not in the place that i am....
-no one know that I'm so down...because they should not know that..
-I'm just keep it all deep inside and try to make a better in a next day...BUT then.....will tomorrow will be mine??