apalah yg aku merepek ni...

yesterday was a history....
tomorrow is a mystery...

kita neh tak tau apa akn jadi kelak kan...kan best kalu kita tau...tapi hakikatnya memang kita tak akan tau tu suma...nama lagi manusia slalu diuji....diuji dgn mcm2...tpi boleh kah kita sabar?? InsyaAllah..now, the most important is tunggu ja hari hari yang mendatang....harungi dengan sebaik mungkin... msa kemarin mungkin x kan berulang..hari esok mungkin lebih baik..slalu la ubah apa yg patut yg x patut ada lam diri..we can change..change to a more better life...just listen to all what people say.. maybe that is true because they are the observer...they observe in every ways we are...then judge by what they thought...maybe its hurt but we have to accept it in positive..kalu suma yang they judge tu x betul just ignore..that's the way..yeah we know who we are but then we're not always right..I'm not good enough..i need to to learn more to change...i don't want to be perfect but x salah kalu nak jadikan hidup ni lebih baik...

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow..
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead..
Walk beside me, and just be my FRIEND."

time is running to fast...it getting older and older as a human..as a girl..as a daughter..as a sister...as a student....but ermmmm what i want to type actually..blank sbenarnya kepala hotak neh but still want to type I feel like there is a thing i wanna type here but what is it???WHATZZZITTT..hehe..always like that lah....*lost an idea*haha...yeah lah skang ramai student tgh start a new semester right...so as student mcm2mcm la prasaan...it's going to be harder...and what i have to be?? i have to work all out for this sem InsyaAllah....now..ermm as in my older post no need to be mention too many time hehehe...(that i bukan muda lagi sudah 20 dong fullstop heehe) i realized that our life is not that easy....and so my life it isn't easy....am i right??kalau suma benda senang that mean no point lah we study kan...yeah because for me in every single thing i've to think deeply and wisely...to bright my future must give my best...but can i ??can i ?? what i know i'll try my best InsyaAllah......even mcm mana susah pon kena gak try....demi mak ayh i've to...i really want to make them happy...siapa yang tak mahu mak ayah happy right.... cuma boleh tak boleh..nak x nak tu saja..susah gak kalau i'm still tak confident..no no no put the word away..

Ya Allah selamatkanlah mereka...

KENAPA kat dunia ni ada manusia yg SANGAT SANGAT KEJAM..inikah manusia yg kejam sebelum DAJAL TIBA???

I woke up in the morning and see how beautiful the cloud and the brightest of the sky kurniaan Allah yang Maha Esa...Maha PENCIPTA..maha suci ALLAH...Ermm that is my day and it is totally not da same like THEIR day..pagi mereka mengharapkan sinar menanti hari yang mendatang MAYBE there is tomorrow for them AND maybe there is no tomorrow....so kita kira bernasib baik kerana DUNIA KITA hari ini belum sampai ke tahap DUNIA MEREKA yg penuh dengan siksa DERITA menangisi kematian yang penuh tragik ditindas OLEH MANUSIA YG BERMUKAKAN SYAITAN..ITULAH ISRAEL..everyday the same thing i read in news paper..KEGANASAN ISRAEL memenuhi ruang akhbar...DUNIA MENENTANG kekejaman mereka but DO THEY CARE??? of course they don't...hari demi hari dan serangan demi serangan dekat gaza tuh....sama sama arr DOA kat mangsa mangsa kekejaman ni...imagine lah macam mana kalau salah sorang mayat ni keluarga kita....tpi dah tentu mereka nih saudara kita saudara islam kita...sedihkan...dunia sekarang dah macam macam...apalah salah kanak-kanak nih????tak sempat mereka nak tengok dunia..si ibu pula meratapi nasib anak mereka,keluarga....orang tua pon ramai yang mati...Yg paling menaikkan kemarahan dunia terutamanya orang Islam ialah masjid pon dibom..dibedil....sudah tu semua tempat kena bom..bayangkan lah how busy hospital kat sana...ribuan mayat,ribuan yang cedera...mcm mana nak selamatkan semua kalau hospital pon dibedil?? tak cukup lagi kah derita mereka sampai bekalan makanan disekat , bekalan ubat-ubatan, barangan keperluan asasi yang lain terutamanya minyak telah disekat kemasukannya oleh rejim zionis melalui pintu-pintu sempadan yang dikawal oleh mereka.Kalau petrol dah disekat apa lagi elektrik pon tersekat...bertambah derita la..nak wat pembedahan mcm mana kalau dah elektrik pon tak ada..i just imagine if i'm in their place...YA ALLAH memang derita..PERITNYA..

perasaan melanda....

have you ever worry in your life????

I'm sure there is no one that never ever feel worry in their life....should be once,twice, many times...but for me worry is part of my life...DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY Haha people always said that but how can we happy while we are worry?? kalau happy pon sure will be worry jgak lepas tu kannn.....hmm actually I'm worrying about my result..that is the right what i'm worrying about..and that is what the only thing that I'm thinking of...why we have to be worry??why i have to be worry??susah lah kalau tak risau..there is a thing mesti akan buat aku risau....mesti ada lah...hmm sometimes tu risau tak tentu pasal thinking like ada saja benda yang tak kena but don't know what it is....mcm slalu org kata tak sedap hati....hati mmg la tak sedap haha..jgn la makan dah tak sdap haih mrepet plak.. hmm Result...result...WHY YOU SHOULD EXIST in my life???haha da nama pon xm mesti la ada result...but thinking bout you make me real letih lah...ntah mcm mana lah result aku nanti.XM ari tu kinda hard....berdoa je lah...ingat TAWAKKAL....

<<<< what I want >>>>

of NEW YEAR....


Happy New Year people!!!....
HOPE this 2009 will fill with full of happiness and will be a wonderful and prosperous year...
every time when a new year begin....people will make much wishes..tapi kalu nak ikutkan bulan islam dah msuk dah TAHUN BARU..hijrah dari yg x baik ke bnda yang baik...yeah surely they will make an improvement in their life...and so do i...will they manage to catch their dreams??? Wallahualam..only Allah knows..and if they really work on their wishes of course they will achieve it WITH successful.They will flying with colours...colouring their future with the brightest. INSYAALLAH ........OK ok OK that is THEM...what about me...apa aku nak untuk new year neh...haha so many thing i want...I wish I will success in this year...haha stiap thun mcm neh azam tapi x da lah success mna pon hahhaa that's me....but this time mmg ak nak work hard tpi hmmm x da tpi tpi...try try try....ok..ya lah everytime ak nak wat yg terbaik slalu x jd...tpi as what my mum said "USAHA tu penting then tawakkal banyak2...ALLAH tu ada jgn lupa...kalu dah usaha InsyaALLAH".....thanks mama.... one thing yg paling penting in my life is doa mama ngan abah...hmm 2009 DAH MASOK 20 thun aku neh...tua dah haha bkn budak budak ag dah....hmm ha..... the BIG BIG big BIG problem in myself is lack of confident....yg tu mmg dri skolah lagi....dah ramai kwn ak advice to put more and more but some said more extra confident in myself...this remind me to my friends especially my schoolmates they always ask me to be more confident...thanks FRIENDS i won't forget it...NERVOUS that is another one thing the weak of me....tambah plak in front public lagi lah...hahaha imagine la if I've got presentation or what which is need to talk in front public how???? come on u can change yourself...yeah I'll try..actually i have too many to change...much more weak of me actually....I think i don't need to be perfect but slowly simply walk in my life and keep on learning to be better and more more better...skit skit lah...mnusia pon start from crawling tak kan aku trus nak berlari...how can i???mmg x boleh...jdi slow slow lah tpi jgn slow mcm siput plak..huhu.....kalu da 20 mmg slalu org tnya pasal LOVE...Love is a gift and cannot be earned. It can only be given.....SOMEDAY it will comes..hmmm bukan x da prasaan tapi sebetulnya ak tak trasa sangat nak berCOUPLE neh...4 me kawan tu is more fun than couple...tapi kna tgk lah kalu dah takdir tu what can i say....x leh lah nak ckap bsar sgt....apa pon batas suma tu kna jaga...ada limit gak..hmmm so sleepy ready...apa lah aku mrepet neh hahaha...just type what my hand want to type....ikut arahan otak n akal....hahaha

“Yesterday is not ours to recover, but tomorrow is ours to win or to lose.”