I'm meaningless...:(
useless??


sorry for everything...
maaf kalau aku belum sempurna..

just viewing people life....

not everything sweet until the end..

awal mmg manis macam gula..
dah lama??
manis lagi ka??

knapa bila awal jalan berpimpinan..
dah lama jalan berenggang
dulu cakap suma indah tpi skang..
ckap pon nak x nak..
lumrah hidup...

tpi sweetkan kalu tgok couple yg dah tua...
yang still care each other..
still the same since they married till they going old...

sabar bnyak bnyak....
kuat kuat..

BIG THANKS

thanks ma sbb bgi ana lihat dunia..
thanks abah sbb take a good cares of me..
thanks friends for the wishes..
thanks fik for the whole day..
thanks ayel for the pizza..
best day ever..

no more in future...
i hate that situation....
please..
it was killing my mood..
don't spoil it..
anything can convince me that it
won't happen again???

over n over again...
hmmm...
hate this part of situation...
HATE!!

hanya mereka punya perasaan..
mungkin aku tidak kan..
it is totally wrong because i do have my feel as a normal person..
aku pun punya perasaan...
and kami suma punya hati prasaan...
huh even i'm in Kuantan pon still asik pk bnda nih...
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my work is slow slow like a snail...
idea oh idea...
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should i put my trust on you??
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seems like everything goes wrong..
life goes wrong..

there is something wrong inside..
inside my mind...
inside my heart...
all in deep inside...

just ignore n ignore..
just let it be in the way it should be..
sorrow n sorrow...
over and over again..

dugaan dan cabaran bila berpuasa..
yaAllah sabarkan hatiku.kuatkan aku YaAllah..
aku lemah YaAllah..
sabarkan aku...

she is everything4 u
she is always right..
and we are wrong..

but somehow u have to think widely..
it can't be like that..
u deserve to advice..
but why u blind your eyes??

when someone is just don't want me to exist in this part of life...
when i'm nothing...
when i'm just kinda bored..
when i'm not such a good as other..
just ignore me..

what i'm trying to type huh??

just an imagination in my brain...

bila keja x sep mulala nak moody...hate this part of myself..

yesterday was a lonely day and it was
kinda sorrow when much thing i had think over..
but then a big thanks for u..who changed it
at least I wasn't lonely for a whole day...

running out of MONEY!!!
X sampai tgh bulan ag dah tggal brapa...blom ag msok duit trip...
after paid for MUET fees,graduate fees,duit umah lagi..
huh dah x da wit...dugaan..

I think that somehow
we learn who we really are
and then live with that decision....

In a moment of decision..
the best thing i can do is the right thing.
The worst thing i can do is nothing

if there is always the right thing..InsyaAllah..

Concision in style, precision in thought, decision in life.

*some words that make me think...deeply think..wisely think..
make me keep on thinking and hope for no regret of
MAKING A DECISION...

don't simply think I'm pretty good because i'm not that really good..
I'm just d ordinary who need to learn to make myself better than today...

I'm just d ordinary...
made lot of mistakes...
much weak in myself..
I'm not good enough..
I'm trying to improve myself...
INSYAALLAH

calm is all what i want...

everybody had ever did mistakes...human will never ever run from doing mistakes...mustahil sorang tu x pnah wat ksilapan..kan kan kan ...even me pon dah bnyak wat silap spanjang hampir 21 tahun hidup kan..so I'M TRULY SORRY 4 EVERYTHING i did...if i ever hurt you..

confusing..thinking and thinking then my mind is like goes wrong....

I just really want to know...but how???

What is the exactly way??

PATUT ka nak tau skarang??

I'm just in curious..

will be continue

i want it or not.. i have to..have to be brave...kena jugak no matter what...self confident...somehow i have to put extra confident on me...bak kata jufri kakjat n kakton bleh x kan aku x boleh...haihh..Yeah aku pon pikir cam tu...org len ok ja knapa aku susah sangat??

once I hurt can I'll be fine later on??

i wrote on a piece of paper..that i wanna be success someday,then soaked a paper with my words into a glass of water and drink it with full of hope that I'll be success someday...how easy if that is just simply the way huhu...

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but i realize that, my life isn't that easy...