Saturday, February 7, 2009

All deep inside...



it just happen without my expectation..i heard bout it b4 but then just err "is that true??" it was about a decision..i kept it hanging for a moment..no need to rush because there is a way for me to think ..THINK DEEPLY AND WISELY...without regret InsyaAllah..aku pon slalu doa gak hope that i'll make a right decision..* ya lah b4 this aku mmg x penah pikir pasal bnda neh..ehh tipu lah kalu aku kata x pnah pikir pasal love neh tpi mksud aku aku x penah terpikir yang aku akn serius lam hal2 neh... Of coz lah suma org pon need love in life neh but for me..love my families, friends, 2 suma love jugak kan...tpi yg penting love Allah no.1..tu jgn lupa kalu lupa sesat nnti..TRUE LOVE??? aku rasa aku pnah type lam blog neh psal love neh..kalu rajin cari arr balik haha..ada yg aku kata aku tak penah pikir pasal couple segala..maybe bukan masa ag kot nak serius lam LOVE neh..haha poyo kan aku ..tpi this is me ok..maybe neh suma sbb aku tak penah fallin' in love kot...stakat minat tu biasa lah..minat pon bkn ke mana pon..haaha prinsip idop arr knonnya..bukan x mau serius lam hal neh cuma not ready..ya lah dgn aku yg tunggang langgang ngan study ag..pikir tu ini..haha g pon aku pikir x da sapa kot yg yg nak falling falling in love with me wat msa neh...once ak nak try dulu..give him chance ya lah ksian plak dy tunggu .. but then it made me hurt..haha time tu bkn pikir pnjang sgt pon ag..tpi it tught me much..that was a lesson 4 me..start dr tu lah prinsip aku tu wujud haha bukan arr x mau couple suma tu tpi baru 20 beb..huhu..i had set my mind yg if there is a love comes 4 me just think it wisely..ad masa just be friend ..bestfriend 1st...biarlah berkawan dulu..kalu da jodoh tu x kemana.. btol x?? even ngan org yg ak mnat pon ak akan jdi bstfren dulu..*huhu minat bg aku x kemana ya lah mcm ak neh hidung x mancung pipi tembam ak yg tersorong sorong haha..wat la apa pon kalu dah ditetapkan since azali lgi t dia datang jugak..tp org kata dlm mnunggu n just jd bestfren tu mcm2 leh jdi. manusia cpt brubah tpi bgi aku kalu couple skali pon apa pon leh jadi jga kan..kunfayakun...mmg payah kalu ckap psal takdir sbb kta bukan tau destiny msing2 tu la sbb kita merancang tuhan tentukan.. so wat pa nak risau..cuma antara sggup tggu or tak tu ja....tpi ad org kta kna usaha kalu x bnda x mai bergolek..hmm cam na plak tuh??hmm PANDAI arr aku ckap sbb x kna batang idung aku pon..ya lah sapa la nak ska aku neh..cantik pon tak..huhu..HAA...mmg ak x expect.. skang bila dah kna batang idung baru tau kan..it's kinda hard..hard to make a decision..lg lg mcm ak yg mmg susah nak wat decision neh lam ap pon benda.. msti x cnfident..tpi ok lah ramai bg pndapat..bg aku dia mmg baik..i'm really appriciate it but bagi aku masa...thanks to all yang bnyak tolong dia kalu korang tak tolong msti ak tak tau suma neh..Thanks to 'Si dia' gak sbb let me knew all what u keep inside..hope suma tu ikhlas...that is the most important.....




some words from me...
-i am who i am-